7.21.2005

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Is it easy to get into a relationship or to get out of one?? All it takes is one moment in all those hours that make up a life,to turn your back on the past and look ahead. That though is one very difficult moment. What almost seemed to be the focal point of my existence all the time suddenly seems to be only an illusion I stubbornly accepted as reality because i refused to open my eyes.
Its strange but i realised that i am perfectly capable of repeating myself,looking into different people's eyes and saying the same things I never thought I would say again. Life has a habit of humbling me. Of making me realise how fickle my decisions are.
I am probably back to where i started from because i took a wrong turn. But this time i am better prepared because i know which road i must not take now. Its a single elimination but an important one.
And i dont mind the journey as long as i know it will be worthwhile in the end.The destination after all is ,LOVE.

5 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hmmm...jilted lover speak:), how many times, may I know? Regarding roads to take, Its often said that experience may tell u not to repeat old mistakes, but cant prevent you from making new ones...So, the road ahead maynt be as easy or simplistic as you think it is.

But, is there anything called love? Isnt is just two people getting so used to each other that they think they cant live without each other...and term it as love! when all that it is, is just a habit. Ppl love their dogs too,cigarettes, candy...force of habit...So, why make a big deal about two humans falling in love...Aint love all too glorified, romanticised and grossly overrated :)....

Sensible people dont fall in love, they say...Here, I use 'Love'in the sense Yash Chopra movies make us believe it is....

2:10 AM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

All the best in your new journey of love.I always thought,some things never change,but now i know some things do.

12:26 AM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sorry to disappoint you, but the destination is not LOVE. The destination, is YOU. Love is just another way of discovering yourself. Like learning. You just have to take care you're reading the right books. Otherwise, you never know what you're capable of understanding.

7:35 PM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi..ma'am..u ok??U can call up anytime n talk..u might not if u dont want to..
But friends are always thr
Take care,babe

6:28 PM

 
Blogger aravinda said...

am a selfish human...need to know that the journey i undertake is for a worthwhile reason and not for the journey's sake...so think of love as my destination.The experiences on the way,are my bonus and the destination is my jackpot.

4:41 PM

 

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