7.21.2005

Back...

Is it easy to get into a relationship or to get out of one?? All it takes is one moment in all those hours that make up a life,to turn your back on the past and look ahead. That though is one very difficult moment. What almost seemed to be the focal point of my existence all the time suddenly seems to be only an illusion I stubbornly accepted as reality because i refused to open my eyes.
Its strange but i realised that i am perfectly capable of repeating myself,looking into different people's eyes and saying the same things I never thought I would say again. Life has a habit of humbling me. Of making me realise how fickle my decisions are.
I am probably back to where i started from because i took a wrong turn. But this time i am better prepared because i know which road i must not take now. Its a single elimination but an important one.
And i dont mind the journey as long as i know it will be worthwhile in the end.The destination after all is ,LOVE.

7.02.2005

Hiatus.

Have taken a break.. My brain is cooking up something that should boil over soon. Till then, i'll let it simmer.